Entry #003

No matter what, Russia will stay as the best place for me to be myself.
The year of scholarship was totally perfect. I came back to my beloved Moscow and also got a chance to see St.Petersburg I haven't seen during my childhood.
These two cities are magnificent. If Moscow is full of life and energy, Petersburg is a city of harmony and I actually see no difference between it and a simple paradise. I would loved to come to St.Petersburg for holidays after a long working year in Moscow. No need in something exotic, though I still want to visit UK and other Europe countries, but for a short trip and rest I'd definitely choose Petersburg.
The closer New Year is, the more I miss Russia. Vietnam will never give you such emotions of holidays as Russia will. Simply starting with a snow that Vietnam'll never have. Or these New Year's preparations - the level Vietnam will never reach.
I enjoyed every single day of my scholarship there. And I really want to come back to Moscow in a couple of years. Let's hope I'll do it.
For today's mood song, I'll add an awesome song that always reminds me of Russian winter and New Year's holidays.

Entry #002. Yiruma

Yiruma is the stage name of Lee Ru-ma (born February 15, 1978), an internationally-known pianist and composer from South Korea.

His music is flawless. It sounds so inspirational... Makes me want to write another story or to draw something that suits my current mind state and mood. When I listen to his "Love hurts", I just imagine myself walking down the streets, speaking out loud words to my voice recorder, after that coming home and making a piece of audio text.

His music is beautiful.

Entry #001

I have to say.
I am not satisfied with my current life.
Current? Since the end of June 'til now.
I had a wonderful time in Moscow at the time of my 10-month scholarship. But then I had to come back to VN and go on with the senior year at university.
I'd have loved to say that I'll definitely come back to Russia right after I graduate - I really want to do so, but... it's beyond my possibilities. At least I have to spend a couple of years to earn enough money to come back. Life in Moscow is so expensive comparing to Vietnam. I can't just fly to Moscow with no cash in my pocket. I really get that problem, and also my boyfriend does. And we're trying to find a way out.
But... gotta say that we're both losing our ambitions. Maybe that's because of a geographical distance between us - it's really hard for us to stay strong. But I'm trying. Though we argued A LOT recently.
We just have to find strength to get through this.

Intro.

Hi everyone.
Can't say that I'm finally back on blogspot but I decided to try to write an English-language blog since I wanna practice it.
I should warn you that I won't write here every day for sure, and everything that is going to appear here are likely written for my own self.

Well. Should I start with a little introduction?

Hello. I'm Liliana, 19 years old, senior year at Hanoi University, Vietnam. Born and grown up in Moscow. Also graduated high school there.
Character? Ambitiuos, some times short tempered, radical, yet romantic, naive and childish. Won't say I'm super smart, but not stupid at all.
Relationship status? Positive, but my bf is in Moscow (I'm in Hanoi currently), so... we kinda gave each other a little break. Though I'd love to avoid this thing since I got too nervous after a couple of quarrels... *sigh* Nothing I can do.
Hobbies? Too much to tell. I can do nearly anything I want. And all these stuff come accidentally, depends on my mood.

Current mood?
I'd rather say "empty" now. I'm really confused. For a week, probably. Don't know why. Just can't make up my mind.