Entry #001

I have to say.
I am not satisfied with my current life.
Current? Since the end of June 'til now.
I had a wonderful time in Moscow at the time of my 10-month scholarship. But then I had to come back to VN and go on with the senior year at university.
I'd have loved to say that I'll definitely come back to Russia right after I graduate - I really want to do so, but... it's beyond my possibilities. At least I have to spend a couple of years to earn enough money to come back. Life in Moscow is so expensive comparing to Vietnam. I can't just fly to Moscow with no cash in my pocket. I really get that problem, and also my boyfriend does. And we're trying to find a way out.
But... gotta say that we're both losing our ambitions. Maybe that's because of a geographical distance between us - it's really hard for us to stay strong. But I'm trying. Though we argued A LOT recently.
We just have to find strength to get through this.